So yeah, I have decided to update since its been a while...a few months to be precise. I don't even think anyone reads this...if you do please let me know. Anyway since December things have changed.
I have been dating the most beautiful, amazing woman who I had a secret crush on when I was with Mel, since January 16th. It is a long distance relationship, which is ok. We make plans to visit each other once a month, tough yeah I know, but it seems to work. We take the bus now, as me driving with gas prices is nutty. Usually I will spend 4 days. Next month, in June, she will be visiting me :) I can't wait.

So my sister and I moved in an apartment together. We still live in Middleton, but the place we live now, is so much bigger and nicer. On the animal head count,
2 rats, 2 hamster, 2 cats, 2 fish.

Darcy and I hung out for a few hours the night I went into Boston to catch the bus for Philly. She put color in my hair :) Darc, if you are reading this, I didn't forget about you, I am waiting for my paycheck lol.

Anyway thats all there is to update...not too much...but its something. Alrighty until next time...

I was just thinking wow! I haven't updated in maybe a year or something like that. Soo here is the update, if you wanna read it, thats cool, if you don't that's cool too.
So a lot has been happening, in the last week and a half, and well I am pretty much happier in life. I have not felt this good in a long time.
I hate the holidays for one reason. The food. There is so much food around, and well it's soooooooo bad. I've been trying not to eat so much, cuz when I eat a lot I get depressed.
Last week, my nerves were shot, so I was running to the bathroom more ( I know, I know, too much info) My nerves have settled. I know what I need to do in life, and well I just need to set those goals.
I never realized how many friends I DO have! It's amazing! I have so many friends who are willing to help me, have helped me, and have hung out with me. I want to give a BIG thanks to everyone!
SO now I am on a journey to make my life better. I know now not to trust as easily. For four years I was in a relationship that to come find out today, would never go anywhere. I was betrayed, lied to, and totally FUCKED with! All I wanted was to love, and be loved back, and well I guess that wasn't enough ,for her at least. I can't sit here and be mad, because I know that I am a strong person and can easily bounce back. Being lied to for three years isn't exactly the Christmas present I wanted this year, but I can say I learned from this experience,
1. You can't always trust the people you think you know.
2. You know who your REAL friends are.
3. If you can move on, DO SO!
Thanks for listening! I'll try to keep up to date with this journal. I know I'm always busy, but that's ok...I will jot things down once in a while.
Merry Christmas all, and have a good one!
Back to watching Home Alone :)

So yeah I haven't written anything here in a while...well I haven't written anywhere in a while.
So lets see...I can try to update my life...I got a different car...which is pissing me off that the guy who sold it to me, said I had a 1 year warranty, and well I failed inspection...so now I am getting the car fixed, and then the bill...well I am not paying for it..he is! This is my car




Also, if you didn't already know this...I volunteer for the Merrimack River Feline Rescue Society. We had a 3 mile walk...called Strut for Strays in Newburyport at Bartlett Mall. I got to dress up in my cat costume, and it was a blast...here is a pic of me doing that :)



So yeah that stuff makes me happy, to just dress up and go make people smile :)
Lets see what else has been going on...hmmm...
not much...same old stuff all the time. I've been working two jobs, both part time...and that is good...
Mel has this week off for vacation...well we aren't going anywhere like we were supposed to...but we have been spending more time together, and we might go to Maine on Thursday as a daytrip.
I can't wait to go to Canobie Lake Park...lol seems I look forward to going every year, and sometimes we don't go at all...*sigh* it gets to be a dollar more each year to get in..asses!
Oh yes, Mel and I went to Fall Out Boy...and had sooooooooooooooooo much fun! If you want to see pics...go to Myspace...at www.myspace.com/freek_kittens There are too many to post here...and besides I need to get ready for work soon...well anyway I will try to update more...like I said, I've been busy :) So hope you like the pics...and have a good one!

Until next time...
Michele

So yeah if you haven't heard by now, I will be jobless as of today, perhaps. I don't really know when my last day is at Suncoast. I mean there is so much going on, and well I've showed up to work like everyday this week to help out my manager. So yeah, the store closed. Here is a link if you would like to look... www.myspace.com/suncoastvideo It was made so that customers would know what to do, and well if they want to ask questions. I doubt anyone will visit, but hey it was worth a shot. Today is a very busy day, and I am already getting tired. *sigh*
I need to go to Petsmart, and clean the kitties there, and well I don't know who is there for kitties. There might have been new ones brought in. Also I need to go to Suncoast, and help there again with shipment. Then later on today I need to drive into Burlington for an interview at the mall there. So yeah I have a busy day today. I am writing this before I take a shower, and get dressed.
So we went and visited Ham yesterday. We got some books, and some movies. Well we watched two movies, and I want to comment on them here..So here goes. The first one we watched was Rent. I really enjoyed the music, and the acting. On a scale of 1-10 I would give it a 8. If I had to or wanted to watch it again, I would. Ham told me to watch Jesus Camp. So of course I got it, and watched it. Let me tell you, this is an A&E Documentary that follows 3-4 kids around, while they go to this bible camp. Well omg! this movie was a bit disturbing. You need to get it, just watch it, and see how brain-washed these children are. These children are like 6 years of age to like 14 or something like that, and they are rolling on the floor, crying, screaming, and whatever else, in the name of the Lord. I would not watch this movie again, even if you paid me to. I will say I like the way it was filmed. I am always up for a documentary. I mean here is a spoiler, if you decide to watch it.
These kids are at a bowling alley, and one of the girls, is sitting there waiting for her turn, and she is reading a pamphlet about Jesus. Well her turn is up, and she goes over to some girl, older than her, that looks like she is "troubled" to the little girl, and well she just looked like a punk to me, and the little girl preaches to her! The older girl is just sitting there nodding. I mean what the hell!? The little girl basically told her, that she picked her, because she felt that she needed Jesus in her life, and that she can be reborn! OMG! Let me tell you something. I am not at all religious, but I know what is out there, and I believe pretty much in what I want. If a little girl came up to me, and gave me a book to read,(not counting you Ham lol) I think I would throw it at her. I mean sorry, but thats how I feel. I don't need people preaching to me, how I live, and what religion I should be with. From a 1-10. With all facts that it was a documentary, and it had a decent story line, I would give it a 6. Don't ask me to watch it again though.
I also got some books, which I started to read. I am reading The Day I Turned Uncool, by Dan Zevin. Basically about a guy who when he was younger, never thought he would get old. Well he is living the "reluctant grown-up" life. I think thats where I am in life. I don't want to grow up. Sad in a way. I have my own issues to deal with, but I will always be young at heart.
Also I am reading a book called Cat vs. Cat. Now if you are a cat owner, it helps out. It is a book about keeping peace when you have more than one cat, which I have. This book is by Pam Johnson-Bennett. I'm learning all I need to know about my kitties! Yay!
I don't know what movies we will watch tonight. Possibly the ones we got from Netflix. :) We need to send them back soon. Well anyway I need to run, its getting later, and I need a shower...have a good one!


Michele

So yeah, I know I haven't updated in a while..I've been busy and a little stressed. So my weeks seem longer not having a job. It feels nice, but it doesn't help out to pay the bills. I work very little hours at my job at Suncoast..4-8 hours to be exact. I've been continuing with my volunteer work for MRFRS. I go to Salisbury every Wednesday to give meds, and I go to Petsmart every Friday and Saturday morning to clean the cats cages. I like doing what I do for them.

We got taxes back, and pretty much blew all the money. We got a rug machine, cuz the other one I had I sold a while back...ummm a futon, cuz we had no furniture for people to sit on. Mel got herself an Ipod...saves me on buying blank cd's. I bought a new camera, only because I think I deserve it. We bought a few more items, like household goods, some food, and stuff to clean the apartment. I still have some money remaining which is to be used by Grey my cat. He is going in Tuesday the 6th to get his shots, and then on Valentines Day he is to be neutered. How fun is that?

I believe it was last month, my older hamster died, named Toru. I was so sad that I went to Petsmart, and bought a baby rat. His name is Yuri, and he is the cutest. No more animals after these all die!

So this week, and last Mel and I were in and out of the emergency room in Beverly. Why you ask? Well Mel is having complcations from her gall bladder surgery. So she needs to drink this stuff, and it will help regulate all that is wrong. She is fine --she just gets dizzy. We don't know what to do for that. So yeah...that is fun.

I'm still searching for a job. I've been trying to clean this apartment for the longest time, and all the joints in my body have been stiffening up...God only knows why? Sheesh. Nothing has been going right lately. Well anyway I am a little tired, but I need to clean the counter off, and do some dishes. Thanks for reading.

Michele

oh yeah I keep forgetting my bday is this week. *sigh*

So yeah it's Christmas Eve morning, and well, it doesn't feel like it. I mean there is no snow on the ground, and well a lot more people went shopping earlier this year. So you don't see the crowd like you did last year at the mall. I am officially done with shopping, and I have like 1 or two things left to wrap, also I need to finish my stepdad's present. Don't worry its almost done :) I hate Christmas Eve. I mean what the hell? There's nothing to celebrate...I'm too old to believe in Santa Claus...so I decided to work 12pm-5pm today. Then after I am going to get together with Melly and my sister, and we are going to Christine O' Connors, and I think we need to stop by my neighbors for a quick minute. I have a tin of cookies for them :) I really don't wanna stay there long, cuz I mean I have to do other things...Christmas eve we do a lot of running around, I feel bad we couldn't hang out with my cousin, but I would rather hang out when it's not Christmas, and I guess my sister doesn't feel well. So it works out...I guess. Alrighty well I am going to go, I need to do some stuff before I go to work, and bring Melly-doo in.. :) See ya,...Everyone have a Happy holiday!

Michele :)

So last night we watched all these gay movies lol. We watched some 1974 gay Danish movie called I am not Alone. It was decent, I suppose, and then we watched Brokeback Mountain. That was a long movie, and I didn't realize it. We put it in at like 4ish am, and then all I remember when the movie was over it was 6 am. Crazy. I really liked that movie. It was sad at the end. :(
So yeah its like 2 in the afternoon and Mel needs to wake her lil ass, so that I can bring her to work, and then I need to come back here, and hang out, and what not until I go to work. I like my little job. It's quite fun, and I have a handful of people I know who shop there.
So all my Christmas cards have been sent, and I believe all the packages as well. My sister came over this morning, and picked it all up. fun fun. I can't believe Christmas is almost here, I am still in shock. It came too quickly.
I don't think I have anymore wrapping to do. I did most of it last night. Well the remainder of what I had to do.
Hahahha I woke Mel up, and now I think I shall leave...I know I know these posts are so BORING! My life is pretty boring...lol..I'm a laid back person, I suppose. So hey! I'll catch you later.

So yeah I haven't updated in a wicked long time. So lets see---um I don't work for the Christmas Tree Shop anymore, which is the best thing I could have done for myself. Financially it is hurting, but not being there makes me less stressed, and I can do more things during the day, like catch up on missed sleep, and look for a better job...and omg, clean my filthy apartment! For all of you who don't know and can't understand why I quit my job, it's simple. I've been working in retail for 9 years, for the past 3 months, I haven't been doing so hot...I got sick a few times, and I kept on having panic attacks before going to work. Why was this happening? Well the management at that store really sucks, and they could care less about you. So that is where I was getting so stressed to the point I was getting sick. I know it should not bug me, but it finally did. Someone asked me today about me working there, and I told them that I quit, and they said "was it too much for you to handle" I told them, in a sense yes, and in a sense no. I could stand being there but I wasn't happy there anymore. Yes, I left there in a bad way..being a no call, and a no show for several days...well tough luck on their parts. They called my house a number of times, and well they didn't even care to leave a message.

So yeah thats that part of my life. I do however still have my second...(well now only) job. I work there about 20-30 hours a week. I get a great discount if I wanna buy stuff, and I like the people there. Melly girl is also still working..and I am glad she got her sick time in her last check. For all of you who didn't know...Melly went to the hospital a few weeks back and got her gall bladder out. Fun fun. She is healing quite nicely and she is back to work. Me on the other hand, I am still looking for a morning job. I want to work with animals. I find it to be relaxing for me to be around them. Everyday before I go to work, I take a small 20-30 minute nap, which gives me the energy I need, and there is always some cat near me, taking a nap as well. It gives me a sense of calm, and an easy feeling. Although my animals can drive me crazy sometimes, I love them all so very much.

So we were up in NH all day yesterday, my mom took me, mel, and my sister out clothes shopping. My mom does it every year, she figures get us stuff we need, and then wrap it up...and then wah-lah! She doesn't have any disappointed people, and we got what we wanted. She does also buy us stuff that we don't get to see until Christmas...hey we need to have some surprises!

I can't believe Christmas is almost here! and New Years. I, myself, don't like the holidays now, like I did back then when I was a child. It's not the same anymore. People have moved away, and passed away--the family get togethers have been somewhat lacking. We still go to my cousin's house, and all--but it will never be the same. It takes a hard lesson in life to learn that life does change, and those changes form who you become in later life.

So that's all I have for now, for an update. I will let you all know when I get another job, and such. So keep reading, and thanks for all being there for me.

Michele

Well its been a long day, and its over..thankfully.. well I'm by myself tonight, cuz my Melly is over at the Beverly Hospital. She has to have an operation--her gall bladder is going to be removed....She's been having pains, and today they were the worst. Anyway I am going to go now...but I will write more when I am not so tired. please say a small prayer for Mel, in hopes her operation is a success...thanks

I am still alive, I just don't have a phone line, and I can only use an internet when my sister says I can come over, or if the library is open and I have the day or night off. Sad really--I need to pay the bill, but I don't know when we can do that. *sigh*
Thanks for listenin....
oh yes Ham, you are weird. that is all.

I got my cousins message to post an entry about my burn...well here it is. I was up the other night with Mel, we were working on my costume ( which I am going to be Kouga my own cat--black and white) sooo anyway...I was trying to glue some material onto the mask part of it. I went to go switch the glue gun into my left hand from my right, and well a gob of glue landed right onto my index finger of my right hand. So I was having a fit..it hurt like 8 bitches on a bitch boat! OMG! So I was sitting there for several hours in pain...I put ice on it, but when I tried to take it off, it hurt even more. Well the end result was a blister. *sigh* We tried to pop the blister. Which came out ok, and then a few days later I took some of the dead skin off with a nail clipper. It doesn't look too bad now...well here you look.


and for all of you with a grossed out feeling...here is a better more cute picture.


Yeah so I am weird.
Oh yes, again today is my cat Kouga's bday! If you want you can send a message...but you dont have to...heheh
Alright I am going...see ya

So yeah Halloween is coming up real quick, my costume is almost done, and well here ya go....


If you are interested, come on down! Bring your friends, and win stuff! It's a totally free event, unless you wanna buy something in the store...we didn't know how else to get this event out..so we put it up on some of the websites..alrighty I am out...

So yeah it was the longest day, seemed like it wasn't going to end. So yeah right now, I am making chicken tacos, watching Haunted Honeymoon with Gene Wilder and Gilda Radner, and updating....so yeah I wanna tell you all about what happened today, and some stuff that bugs the hell out of me...heheh

Ok to start off the day I was late to work...fun fun..I got there around 9:30 am ...so I was an hour late...*sheesh* I got there, and I was ok...then I opened my register...and then the fun begins...

So this guy comes into my line, and asks me if I am taking sales, and I told him yes...so he says ok...I ring his stuff up, and then he pays with a credit card. I hand him the pen and I hand him the slip that he needed to sign. He kept looking at my pen real funny like..I didn't think anything of it...but then he asked "Can I have this pen?" I was like "Well thats the only one I have today ( as I was lying out of my teeth ^_^) So he said "oh thats a shame, I really like the color." I said sorry, and he left...WTF? He can't go to a store and find a purple and yellow pen? He wants to steal mine? I don't fucking get it...
OH MY GOD! Those tacos smell delish!

So yeah then it keeps getting better and better.. some lady called over the phone looking for fuses for her Christmas lights--well we only sell the lights, and not the fuses...so she kept rambling and rambling...and finally I told her we 100% positive didn't have them, and that she may find some at Walmart in the holiday section. She was like, " Oh I guess I have to call them, and maybe go down there, seeing as I am not doing anything this afternoon, unless--you wanna come over and help me hang curtains." I didn't know what to say, so I just told her, I was working all day. So yeah she said thank you and that was the end of that. Lazy people. Oh yes and I just love the 50 year old woman who was wearing the Beverly Hills 90210 shirt...hot. Also a guy with a really strong accent came up to the desk, and asked what I thought was where are the fruit roll ups...um yeah he was asking where the toilets were...

OH yeah...there was a lady returning stuff, and it was ALL wrapped...we only are supposed to wrap glass...well she had one thing with glass, and then she had boxes of cookies wrapped, which makes no sense, its not like paper is gonna save a fucking cookie. What is this world coming to?

So again, I am starting on the "I get annoyed by" list. I was so bored today at my job that I took notes on some things that really annoy me. Here goes:

1.No one will ever be satisfied with the weather..no matter what its doing outside..people will still complain!

2.People who tell me their whole life stories..I don't care to listen, and again, I don't care.

3.People who are really timid, and scared...yadda yadda yadda---grow some fucking balls!

4. People who say sorry ALL the time...now I don't know about you..but that's so fucking annoying..I am sorry...but I needed to tell you about this cuz...well I am so sorry...FUCK IT! I don't care if you are sorry...if you were sorry, you wouldn't be doing something to piss me off!!!

5. People who tell me things I already know--OR--try to make themselves look smarter than me. Hey listen...I know a lot about life...and I didn't have to go to college to learn it all--don't sit there and try to tell me something I have way more knowledge about..I know a lot more than you think..so shut up.

6. Women who tell me their husbands will kill them for spending so much money..again your whole life story..I don't care..maybe your husbands shouldn't trust you with the debit card! Maybe you should save your money..and buy cooler things, then some candy...and a washcloth.

7. People who are physically capable of walking but rely on this carts that are motorized..that pisses me off..get up and walk already.

8. People who don't listen and CAN't read---for example:


If I said to you--I'm giving you cash...wouldn't you notice that it says on the top cash refund? Also when I say print your name on the top line, and sign on the bottom line...wouldn't you understand??? Take a moment...think. Thank you

So that was a small list...hmm...I hate people so bad...and I am so sick of them all..well a few handfuls. :) Well those tacos were really good, and I am now tired...so I am gonna go lie down with my zooga looga...and possibly sleep....night all.

So yeah I decided to change up my LJ a little bit, for Halloween and stuff...and I figured I might leave it after Halloween...who knows? So yeah all I have been doing is working..and let me tell you something...if you don't work in the hell "retail" then you are a luck mutha fucka! You don't have to deal with customers who have sticks up their asses! Consider yourself LUCKY!
So we are gonna try to get Def Leppard tickets again...here is a pic of Joe Elliott the lead singer:

I took it with my digital camera, and I zoomed in...so yeah it looks kinda crappy...I can't wait for my sis to get her film developed...cuz I mean we were real close!
So yeah I still don't know what I am going to be for Halloween, and no Ham, I am not going to be something from Willy Wonka..lol I'll figure it out, besides my work is having a contest, and most likely I am working at the Sun, instead of the Tree. Crazy!
Ham! You need to add Mel to your LJ. I can't remember her name but I think she is on my list of friends..so yeah. ^_^
So yeah I don't wanna write checks at Walmart anymore...bastards give you back the check, and run it through as a debit....now checks are meant to be run through as a check...if I wanted to run it through as a debit I would have used my damn card...assholes. Random.
Kouga the cats bday is coming up...Oct 27th...he will be 1 years old. WOohoo! So if you would like you can send a can of tuna...or perhaps a small catnip mouse this way, to say Happy Birthday to him...lol

He looks so thrilled.
Well anyway I am gonna go to sleep now.. I work both jobs tomorrow...*sigh* so yeah see ya.

So yeah my sis, Mel and I went to the Topsfield Fair today before I went to work at 7pm. We got there around 11:30am and left around 3:30pm. While we were there we visited the wild animal hut. Well in there you can learn about wild animals, and actually see them. So we went to the Curious Creatures booth, and well we got to hold the most cutest and fattest skunk. She was adorable..when I get film developed I shall show you all. Then we walked around, got some food, and then went back, Miss Skunk was sleeping, and they had the alligator out. He was cute too..:) I fed an angus cow, some fresh hay, and I touched some bunnies. So cute. I didn't want to leave, but theres nothing more to do there. I don't go on the rides or anything...still. I got to see Robinson's Racing Pigs! Piggies!

So yeah I haven't updated in a while. I have some stories. So yeah the other day at the Tree there was a lady that came in. She is a regular, and she makes me sick. Well I am sure she is one of those cat collectors, cuz she smells of cat pee, and you can see on her clothes where the cats have peed. So yeah she came to the service desk, and she was returning some pajamas. Well with experience I know that when she returns something in a bag, the bag usually has cat piss on it. So I pick up the bag with the tip of my finger, and threw it out, and put the pajamas to the side. Well I did the return, people were complaining about the smell, and I wanted to puke. She kept coming back after I did the return. GOD! NASTY! So yeah anyway..I had some downtime. I realized I hadn't done anything with the pajamas she returned. I walked over to where I put them, and almost barfed all over the place. The pajamas had cat piss all over them, inside and out...OH MY GOD! I told my manager that I was writing them off, and throwing them away. He asked why, and I told him.. he said ok...lol yeah so that was great.

So I guess when I sleep I have an active imagination. I have known this for a long time now...Now forgive me if I repeat myself. I guess one of the dreams I had a week ago was...about hamsters disappearing in the microwave. I guess I was talking in my sleep about that one. Then I was talking in my sleep about balls ? I don't know what kind of balls. I kept asking where the balls went...I don't know what the hell. I know when I am really tired I talk in my sleep...I like to tell about what I talk about and dream...you can see how I am all messed up lol.

So we have a new member of our animal family...nothing big, just another Hammy. My sis bought him for me. His name is Puffy. He is a fluffy white Hamster and he is so cute.. I will get pics of him, and his brothers up here when I get some extra time, possibly tomorrow.

I've been starting to do Christmas Shopping. *sigh* It's coming, and I just wanna be done before the middle of November. That would be grand. Then I really wouldn't have to go around, and be a "last minute"shopper. I gotta give Mel some cash to go shopping too. I can't wait for Thanksgiving. I love it. We go up to my moms and eat foods, and sit there and do nothing. A well deserved day off. :)

Now I know Halloween is coming up...but ya know what? I am having some difficulties trying to figure out what I wanna be. Anyone have any ideas? I wanna do something, cuz I might be working at Suncoast. It can't be gruesome, and nasty... It has to be something that won't scare kids. Hmmmm.....I'm gonna think about it.

Well anyway nothing else has been happening..I got my phone line back...yay! So yeah...I'm tired...so I am going to go...night !

So yeah this morning, I had this weird ass dream...I guess when I am sick I have fucked up dreams. All I remember was my old house in Middleton, and my bedroom was in my sisters old room. So (in my dream) I watched a little tv, watched the news( which was creepy) and went to bed.. The news said to watch out for a man on a tractor, who has been looking in people's windows. Well this didn't make sense to me, a man on a tractor? Wouldn't the police find this ass, and take his tractor--and lock him up? Well anyway (my dreams are retarded) So I was sleeping, and I was tossing and turning (in the dream) and I was dreaming that I heard the noise...well I woke up, in my dream--to find the noise was coming from the window. OMG! CRAZY! So I got up, and went over to the window, and peeked out, and sure enough here was this creepy guy on a tractor in the yard, looking in the windows. Well he hadn't come to mine yet, and it was so bizarre--all of a sudden there were like these two Japanese girls looking into my window( they looked nasty and gross like they were from some horror movie) Their eyes were all red, and they looked like fucking zombies. So my window was sorta open, dumbass me, and so they tried to come in, and well I shut my window on the little whores, and broke thier fingers off. EEK! lol So then the tractor shut off, and the guy came walking over...he saw that the girls were struggling, and so I went into the other room, and grabbed a phone. I called the police, which was odd, seeing as these kinds of things the asshole people cut the phone lines. The police said they didn't believe me (hahha Middleton police stupid) So then I throw the phone on the counter and run around...now I was the only one home in this house...so I hide in my mom's room, which has a nice chunky lock on it, and no windows. Weird. So I kept watching the clock, it gets later and later, and finally morning. This guy did not find me? WTF? Soooo...finally my sister comes home, and
has me open the door, she is wondering what the hell I was doing in there. I told her what happened, and she looks at me funny. She then tells me that there is a guy outside selling fruits and veggies off of his tractor from a farm one town over.
I didn't believe it. So messed up! So I got out of my moms room and walked outside. I ran for the garage, I knew there was a gun hiding there. Don't ask me...it's just a dream. lol I grabbed it, hid it behind me, and went over to the guy selling the so called fruit and veggies. I asked him to show me what he had. He had some apples and oranges, and he had some pies. He cut a piece of the pie, and I wanted to puke. The pies were blood red inside with what looked like to be brains and guts..oh thats cute I said to him. Then I said fuck you and your pies, and I shot him in the face...now thats really cute. My sister comes out screaming about fingers on the floor. I guess I forgot to mention that. ahhah , and we need to get rid of this body, so what we did was started the tractor, no one was around on this Sunday morning. I told my sister to wait down by the road and tell me when a tractor trailer was coming, since that was the only thing that traveled our road during Sundays...So she waited and waited, and finally after 15 minutes a truck was coming along...I put the dead mans foot on the gas and the tractor went straight towards the street...right as the
tractor hit the street the tractor trailer hit the dead man...his body and guts went flying and the tractor trailer flipped over. What did we do? we moved a car over to the blood stains, and started to wash it to get rid of the blood off the ground. All went as planned only...those Japanese girls---well they were found in the back of the tractor in the pies...WHAT A FUCKED UP DREAM!!! WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????? Thanks for reading. comment if you like.

So I had this weird dream...now I remember Lucy Lawless driving a Protege, and me and my sister walking around a neighborhood asking people if there was a place to get fake fur. When we finally found the fur all three of us had to go to a class, about how fake fur is bad, and how deer antlers are a sin to use for anything. What a crazy thing. Then I woke up , went to the bathroom and coughed up some nasty yellow stuff..sorry to be so graphic. Hey I'm sick I can do whatever--

So funny thing happened to me yesterday, I was cleaning around the house, and I found my car insurance bill...I called them up, and what do you know-my insurance was cancelled :( GRRR! What else in this god forsaken life is gonna happen to me, that makes me spend more money I don't have??

So yeah I am home all day today, I got 9 hours of sleep...and I went to go make some soup just now...jeez, can't even pull out a decent pot to make it in, just as I was ready to pour the soup into the pot, I noticed a Daddy Long legs had made a home in the pot, very creative creature, also very dead, in the sink. I don't like spiders --and the fact that he was in the pot--made it even a better reason for him to die..ya so that is my lunch story.

So I was pondering something really random about food, as I was making my soup and sandwich. Thanksgiving is coming up real quick. Well thousands, perhaps millions sweat over a Thanksgiving feast that takes about 5 hours to prepare....and when its all said and done..we sit down at the table, and it takes us 10-20 minutes to eat it. Has anyone else pondered this? Please let me know...*sigh* I'm so random when I am sick.
OK well I am going to go...I need some more soup, and possibly more rest...

So yeah, a lot has been happening since I last posted. *sigh* Well lets see, I had to close my bank account, and open a new one, only because too many people have that account number. I needed to do it. Also lets see, I called out of work today at both jobs, I didn't want to, but I am sick. I feel like someone is injected air into my face, so much pressure. I know I should be sleeping right now, or perhaps eating something (since I haven't eaten anything all day) My sister just came over and dropped off some food, like soups and bread and some juice. I need whatever I can to get better. I am dying for a tuna fish sandwich though. Random. I hate bring sick though, cuz I can't taste anything. >_<
So yeah I am sitting here watching Next on MTV, so gay. I love this show though..lol. Sometimes I think its all scripted, probably is. I like the gay episodes, they make me laugh. Earlier I was watching the first episode of the Partridge Family. Crazy!
So lets see work, I wanna talk about it. I called out today from the Tree, and what do I get? I get shunned for being sick. OHHHH I AM SOOOO SORRY! I mean come on now..fuckin dick head didn't ask me if I was ok...didn't say to me, hope you feel better--he told me to go to the dr, and call him later. Well I didn't call him back..I am too sick and tired to do that. I was in the dr's office for about 1 hour, and what do I get a bitch wannabe dr, telling me there is nothing she can do for me...oh well. I walked out of there, and felt the shittiest I have ever felt. You ask for some help..and these people are supposed to be there to hep you, well fuck you! ha!
Me and sis went to Smackdown...that was fun, but the people at the centrum need to fucking chill out. They were yelling at people all night, to put signs down--even taking signs, yelling at them to put the cell phones away, and much more. Fuck them too!
OK well I am done with this post. Sorry if I don't update this on a regular basis. I'm a busy person...and I don't have much time.
See ya!

Just hanging out, and decided to update on here..see I find it tedious to write
in here like everyday. I read in a book once, which I believe it was Lucy Maud Montgomery's diary, that writing in a journal, or diary--gets old, and almost a stressful task..I mean I love writing, and this is a good way for me to just write.
The other day we had a yard sale, which was fun. At the end of the day we went to Lena's Seafood up in Salisbury, MA. Now if you have never been there, you should go..try it! It has really great seafood! I got fried lobster, and let me tell you, it was my first time eating it, and I was like OMG! SO GOOD!

Tomorrow, or shall I say today...after I get out of work, I need to zip to Walmart, get Mel, and then zip to the house...we are going into Boston to see SummerSlam! Crazy! I'm gonna be screaming for Hulk Hogan. hahah! I love going to events like that..and its going to be on Pay-Per-View..its going to be taped..so that should be fun ^_^

I work at Suncoast on Friday 6-10. The first night I worked there, I worked with my manager, and it was really fun! We weren't really busy, but I got to ring on the register and all that fun stuff. One thing that will stand out from that night though, was the damn toliet in the backroom..Will my manager went to the bathroom, and came out like an hour later, and said the toliet was overflowing on the floor, and I was like OMG! LOL Well when we closed up, and we were leaving he was trying to get the water to go down, so there was a drain on the floor, where water was not going down...well he was taking the stupid crappy plunger, and plunging the floor drain when all of a sudden all this black sludgy crap came out..it looked like something out of a Japanese movie, it was seeping out of the floor, and expanding...so nasty though!

Well anyway I need to go to bed...I have a long day and night tomorrow :) I will update more. Night

My vacation is almost over as I said in the last post...*sigh* then back to the real world, of work and stress. Let me tell you though, going to see Nana Kitade was a stress relief. I mean as I think about it...whenever we go into Boston, it's like a little journey for us...weird but hey! We get on the T and travel to North Station and then get on one of the many colored subways to get to our true destination. Then we see what we went into Boston for...and then we realize we don't wanna leave...and then when we do leave, we have a sense of happiness. Sounds retarded..nah...its just we need to get away --even if it is just in Boston to see a Japanese singer..lol
So we are going to be planning a trip in the near future to Porter Exchange and Harvard Square..thanks to Miss Darcy ~_^ We haven't been there yet, and I guess---or I have been told to go. Yes yes...I know, I know..what rock have I been under...well no rocks..just always working. BUUUUUUUUUUUUT! I am happy to announce yet again...that I now work at Suncoast video...where I can get 20% off all merchandise...which means all anime items as well...Mel is excited lol I used to work for Sam Goody a long time ago, when the discount was 40% off. *sigh* It's ok though...
Today is gonna be a blah day...theres nothing to do...Mel goes to work for 2 and then I will be stuck here all day with nothing to do. I mean I could clean...*nods* I think I can do that. We are having a huge yard sale in a week or something like that, and I need to sell a bunch of crap.
So yeah this is my life...yay! Boring, yet satisfying. Thanks for reading